Saturday, March 21, 2009

``_____.*i don't feel good....#

sigh...why is it like that`? why have things gone this way...i never meant to give the wrong signal...but, i guess obviously...people thought i think that way or have the same feelings...i choose to believe it's fake...

i always thought that when we love someone, we will not demand for that someone to love us in return...i believe this is not the first time i'm blogging about this thing...but people just do not seem to get it...because they expect you to love them in return...and there they are saying that they respect your decision and blah blah blah...but...that's only a verbal thing...because deep down inside...they actually expect from you...

and...if people like to think that way. so be it. i will not be bothered...to me, so long as i know it deep in my heart...why do i have to always make things to clear? i mean, isn't it obvious? why some people purposely need me to make things ugly and put themselves in such a embarass situation then only they're willing to shut the fcuk up? ask once never mind, ask twice also never mind, ask more than thrice...ehh, this person seriously have got an issue...they ask and ask again, because the answer i gave is not what they want to hear...that's why they keep asking hoping i will give the answer that they want...

okkaes...great...now, i'm feeling butterflies in my stomach`!!! and the feeling sucks`! i feel like vomiting`! zZz...

12:27 AM Z